I am so tired of my life consisting of cold black coffee debates with repeated answers and cheesy music from the 1980's . I am so young and I have been through so much. I mean... I am sure everyone says that, many people would cringe to hear the stories of my life. That is just what every pathetic teenager says ...believe me I know. I am so sick of people judging me, I walk down the street with my girlfriend and I hear " you fucking dykes are going to hell!" I want to fucking kick the shit out of people who do that shit ! Its like who the fuck are they to tell me where I am going when I die? The funniest thing happened the other day, Some fucking crack whore bitch was on the buss the other day eying my necklace with a bold rainbow on it. If looks could kill I would be Sharon Tate to this bitch, anyways I was pretty much staring her down I am not ashamed of who I am so I figure I have no reason to back down. I am looking at her and I notice her track marks and scabs on her face...I fucking doubt she was diabetic. The nerve of people just amaze me, I sit quietly on the bus to visit my girlfriend almost every weekend ( a 3 hour ride) What makes people think that they can just ask "so...are you gay, because if you are you are going to hell?" As though it is just a question, nothing offending . I think I will buy a shirt that says "HI IM GAY TELL ME I WILL BURN FOR ALL OF ETERNITY BECAUSE IF YOU TELL ME THAT I WILL START DATING MEN AND YOUR SINS WILL BE FORGOTTEN AND GOD WILL LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU MADE ME REALIZE HOW MUCH OF A FUCKING IDIOT I AM!!!" actually, i think that is too much for a shirt. oh well fuck it... and fuck anyone who thinks they have the grace to judge me!
Love, ME