I feel as though my life has equaled out in some way. Tonight I feel especially calm, the good and bad aspects of my life seem to level out. I am at a point in my life when I can save money, and hold down a job and a relationship and school. I am losing a lot of weight, and I can say i am proud of myself. I like the fact I am making adult choices. It is something small but I like the feeling of responsible. I talked to my brother in law today and I like the fact that I can give him advice on ...

Ever have one of those days when you feel like shit?? I have a horrid ear infection and I feel like my brain is melting. I also have a fucking concert to go to on Tuesday and I have front row, that would usally be a great thing, my girl and I are going to see saves the day and it is one of our favorite bands. I am just miserable, I want to put a knife in my head. I hate hospitals and I have to go tomorrow, this officially blows. I am just having a horrible horrible day. I was talking to my "br...