I feel as though my life has equaled out in some way. Tonight I feel especially calm, the good and bad aspects of my life seem to level out. I am at a point in my life when I can save money, and hold down a job and a relationship and school. I am losing a lot of weight, and I can say i am proud of myself. I like the fact I am making adult choices. It is something small but I like the feeling of responsible. I talked to my brother in law today and I like the fact that I can give him advice on ...

Ever have one of those days when you feel like shit?? I have a horrid ear infection and I feel like my brain is melting. I also have a fucking concert to go to on Tuesday and I have front row, that would usally be a great thing, my girl and I are going to see saves the day and it is one of our favorite bands. I am just miserable, I want to put a knife in my head. I hate hospitals and I have to go tomorrow, this officially blows. I am just having a horrible horrible day. I was talking to my "br...

I am so tired of my life consisting of cold black coffee debates with repeated answers and cheesy music from the 1980's . I am so young and I have been through so much. I mean... I am sure everyone says that, many people would cringe to hear the stories of my life. That is just what every pathetic teenager says ...believe me I know. I am so sick of people judging me, I walk down the street with my girlfriend and I hear " you fucking dykes are going to hell!" I want to fucking kick the shit ...

I am horrible because I do not care what anyone thinks. I am a bigot because I do not care about who gets in my way. I am biased because I happen to fight for my rights. I am opinionated and my peers don't understand that. I am really young but I know what I want. I am determined to be happy. I am still going to fight regardless of who disagrees. I am Nichole Mcgarey.

I am so tired of continuously arguing with ignorance. People think it is right to segrigate, or they say they are neutral and they are not. When you say that you are neutral yet, you continuously argue against the topic it is NOT neutral. I do not come into your lives and tell you you can not marry your wife because she is morbidly obese and smells like donkey droppings do I? What makes you people think it is acceptable to tell me I am wrong for wanting to marry some one because she is a woman...

I don't care whom it bothers the fact that people think they can really negotiate my freedom or whom I love is incredible. Would you allow someone to tell you you can't marry a man/woman who is fat, or someone with green eyes. It is ludacris that I am forced to answer to any one as though my way of life is unacceptable.

I think as a homosexual I should have the personal freedom to marry as any other american does. If you consider it shoved down your throat... i think that is called prejudice. I don't think my sexuallity should be desided right or wrong. It is no ones place. My sexuality is my freedom. I want to be recognized as a family as much as anyone. I don't need to blame Bush because he has incriminated himself. The fact of the matter is I am american and my family should be taken into account regardles...

Have you ever wondered why this country can call itself "FREE". After 9/11 everyone started being so proud in our "freedom", but what are we really free to do.The people who call our country free are the same people who have fought to keep opression.first it was fighting the British...to be free. Then it was abolishing slavery...to be free.The civil rights movement was completely about equal rights and freedom, african americans didn't segrigate themselves it was the government... our countr...